just now went to bukit batok to take things from my aunt... alight at the wrong stop cause i fall asleep... hahas.. walked a long way cause dont want waste money to take back to the place... sweat a lot sia.. luckily only 2 stops away if not need to walk a very long distance.. also dont know why nowadays dreaded going to bukit batok.. maybe need to walk very long then can reach bus-stop that have 187 or is it because of... i seriously dont know.. keep a lot of things and worries to myself.. should i say out all?? she called me yesterday and asked me why i looked so sad nowadays.. should i tell her the truth?? maybe you all will think i crazy cause i cried because of her... what happen to me?? can i find back the cheerful carin that nth can beat it?? dont think so.. now, minor problems makes me thinks negatively... haiz... can anyone tell me what to do??.. now looking for a teacher to tell out all things.. will teacher scold her? she treated me like this yet i am still helping her.. haiz... this few days all i post unhappy things... told teacher that i want to go for........when school reopens... is it study stress or her??? thinking of telling her face to face but i dont know how to start.. can anyone tell me how?? sian... guess only 1 person knew what happen.. hope she dont tell people lors... later need to go popular to check the price of math tutor 1B then tomorrow tell mr ong.. helped miss vivien and mr ong sell finish the tickets le... tomorrow i got science remedial until 10am then do math and english homeworks until 1.30pm then probably going to bukit timah plaza to buy things... pity all the sec4s, need to go back for 2 weeks... but i think is worth it cause is for 'N' levels de ma.. hahas... jane, study hard arh... ending post le... this few days need to chiong my acelearn.. haha... got 2 projects for holidays... oh ya... haven start my journal... going to start soon.. okays.. end here le.. byebye!