5 Feb 2010

morning reach school at 7am, its early... Normally i will reach at 7.15am or 7.20am... Sit at bb court to do history then at 7.10am, Sherlyn they all come... Nothing much happened, yesterday conference called with marcus and derrick, talked about some random stuffs then shared secrets...(: hanged at around 12am? haha... the talk was fun and entertaining, btw... Slept then morning almost can't get out of bed cause very tired then scared late so chiong but in the end still reach so early... School's boring nowadays... No more entertainments from her like last time... She got her friend then don't bother me, no friend then come talk to me... Like wth?

Stayed back , slacked in canteen with RNG2, winnie and yuhmeei. At 2.30pm, went to MRL cause want to check if Wong send us the thingy. She haven't send lor. wth... Went plurk, then Qianyi and Jane damn funny lor... Their plurks reply all will make people laugh de... Fianally i can't take it, went outside then go in again... At 3.20pm, they left then 3.30pm, me and yuhmeei left cause we meeting Sherlyn at 3.30pm... Went to shaw t then dance studio. Fianlly, canteen again. Not long after, Sherlyn came.. Supposed to go lot 1 but delay delay then rain, so Sherlyn called her father to come and fetch us there (Sherlyn, me, Reyna, Winnie and Yuhmeei) squeezed into a taxi... haha(: Reached lot 1, first, went to POLO to buy birthday cake for her mum then to toilet cause RNG2 needs go... Next, went to MYUK to buy Winnie;s birthday present...

Sherlyn went back home, RNG2 and Winnie went back to school while me and yuhmeei went to panjang to slack... Waiting for bus that time, i asked Qianyi a lot of random questions... haha(: Then Jane sms me ask if i want accompany her go bangkit buy things so i say okay lor... actually yuhmeei also going de but her mother called and ask her go home immediately so in the end me alone... Went home to out bag and stuffs then walked to bus stop to look for Jane cause she said she waiting for me at there... Walked there then initially i didn't saw her, somemore she was wearing red...-.-" Then don't know why will saw her... haha... I scare her that i forget bring ez-link card so ask her walk there... haha... took bus 190, alighted then went to buy the thing that she needs. Thereafter, we WALKED to bpp, it always seem far to me but idk why the road was like damn short today! haha... izzit bacause got people walk and talk with me? i don't know also... lols...Talked alot of things then like alot is related to Wong de... haha...

Went to look for Jane's headphone. We were in Harvey Norman then Jane was like telling meall the things she have at home that was bought from Harvey Norman... Lols, so random lor she... haha... Went popular then the PC shop... Found nothing that suits her...): Nvm... Walked to interchange then accompany her wait for 975 to go home... walk home after that... Reached home used com a while, do Science project... Then off com. At 10.30pm, derrick called me and we had conference call with marcus and yuhmeei... Actually wanted to conference JL in de but smsed her she didn't reply, guessed that she sleep le... It was so fun laaas, with Jane(: Thanks for your company!(:


6 Feb 2010

Today got chingay but didn't go cause i am not really feeling well some moreevery week is the same thing... BORED! so decided so skip 1 time... haha... Woke up at 9 + then slack on bed till 10 +, sms people... Jane going buy head phone then i at home bored bored, nothing to do so decided to tag along(: haha... Bathed. We meet at around 4pm then at 3pm, i fall asleep... Woke up then received Jane's message, walked to interchange to meet her. I reach first then waited for 176, bus-ed to bt batok, the gombak mrt station there... Went to look for her head phone, sadly don't have again... aiyo...

Sherlyn called me then we talked so i asked her any idea batok area where got sell head phone. She told me her house opposite so we went there to try our luck. Walked past Sherlyn's house then Jane shouted "DEH" , quite loud sia... haha... reached then didn't managed to find 1. Bus-ed to lot 1... Went popular then Courts that PC shop. Still can't find... She was hesitating which to buy... lols... she scared too big...Finally found 1 at popular after walking up and down just to find her headphone.the headphone costs her $21.90. So ex lor... She went to try then at 6pm, we went home... Reached home, no one at home then use com... Plurk then blog... haha...
thanks Jane for accompanying me again! haha(:
i got to go, bye, ciao!~

back. this few days a lot of things happening... friends break apart and friends quarrel... everything of last year are back again... sian... i seriously don't know what to do... I AM LIKE SO DAMN FUCKING STRESS EVERY DAY!!!!! homeworks, projects, powerpoints.... all sorts of nonsense come together... haiz... can anyone tell me what to do? i don't understand some topics, just feel that i am really stupid. i shouldn't even be in this world in the first place... haiz... i see people like relax relax, not stress but why i am? some people are like showing attitude... this post isn't going to be long cause i still got maths, history and chinese homework... ahhhh... went to read their blogs and plurks then found out that she is asking for forgiveness... O.o... Lol, why am i talking about this anw...? haha...

yesterday talk on msn with jane until i cried sia... i don't even know why... just got a kind of feeling on giving up on my studies... i don't know how to get promoted to sec 3 when i don't even understand what the teachers are teaching... i really afraid that i may drop to NA... people can understand but i just can't absorb into my brains... during chingay, i feel like jumping into the sea and end my life but i don't have the courage to do that... i wanna find someone to talk to, but who can i talk to? friends? i don't trust some of them and some of them don't keep secrets... i kept everything in my heart, don't dare to say out as i scared it will offend people.... if these continues, i am going go crazy sooner or later...

the starting of this year, everyone changed... all gossips start again... can't i just concentrate on my studies... haiz... i thought sec 2 will be totally different form sec 1 but i am wrong, very wrong... i thought people will be more mature but in the end? NO. zzz... i am sure that i never do anything wrong to her, but why did she keep staring at me??? i really wanna know why... i talk to my friends, she also want stare, like wth?... stare somemore, i dig out her eyes ar... haha!(: