26 MARCH 2010

school as usual then i found out something suspicious from my friends but just don't know what's happening... LOL! After school went to art room with humans to clear some misunderstanding... hahah... then went to toilet with REYNA and WINNIE. All the things they do all very suspicious de lors... LOL! nvm... Went to canteen then saw SHERLYN, YUHMEEI and JOANNA EVANGELINE. saw mum and some other friends. Then i found out that it was my birthday celebration. Okay, i admit i'm dumb... hahah... At first i was very sad cause JANE and QIANYI not there, then i not happy... hahah. asked Joanna where they are then she told me they kena pump by Miss Wong... i heard that then i damn pissed off, super pissed off! Went to find them then go canteen together. had fun, of course(: hahah. then went out...
Thanks everyone especially those names in bold *sorry if i missed out your names*...(:

TODAY

Woke up early in the morning. Prepared then went for NDP training. Daddy drove me there...(: thanks! reached at 7.25am. SO EARLY UH! hahahs... Found out that natasha and jingxuan not coming then i jitao sian already... When in to change then i look super super weird with the beret. Today's training quite tiring but fun luhhs. hahah... kor promised to buy me winnie the pooh for my birthday present.. hahah... Then went home, took a nap then woke up at 6pm. Prepared then head down to panjang interchange to meet Jane cause we going support our friends for the Earth Day thingy lah... Went to KFC to wait for Qianyi. Thereafter went to garden plaza. Everything ended at around 9.20pm then slack at there with Jane. At 10pm she went to look for Qianyi they all while i solo, no friends find friends... Loiter around bpp then headed to interchange with Winnie Reyna and Alphonsine. Walk to coffee shop for supperthen went home and now here posting.
bye.
tomorrow is cousin's birthday!
HAPPY ADVANCE 13TH BIRTHDAY!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

YESTERDAY

Morning woke up at 10 plus then wash up and head to Sherlyn's house as i forgotten to take my thumbdrive home yesterday. --" Reached at 12.15pm, fast yeah? haha cause i took cab down... We ordered MAC. Slack and watch her play maple while i sms Jane... Then her brother came home, so can't use le, went to her room then at 1.15pm, the MAC delivery reached, went to take then went back to Sherlyn's room to eat... We keep talking about some things cause we were really unsure about it... Hais.. Finish then slack on her bed, talk talk talk. At 3.30pm, cab home...:D

Reached home slack then bathe then dinner... At 6.30pm, bused down to Jane's house cause need her help for the training plan... Haha... Stayed till like 10pm then went home. Wanted to cab home but then heart pain cause money keep flying to the taxi driver nowadays... Haha, so decided to bused home. Reached home at 10.30pm... In the bus, saw a pervert guy... OMG, he look damn disgusting and retarded las... Don't talk about him liao... Reached home, wash up then watch teevee, soon fall asleep... Haha, that's how i spent my day yesterday...

TODAY

Today woke up at 7am... Zzz... Slacked in bed till 7.30am then went to wash up... Bused down to school. Meet Yuhmeei at bus-stop then walk in... Saw damn lots of people... Haha... So Sian... Go find Miss Wong but she not around, so find Mrs Tan. But she not in too... No choice, find Mr Lee then asked him help me take the attendance book and key... zzz....

Start training, total the whole squad kena 50 push-ups sia... Then my hands nearly broke... It was too painful... AHHHHHHH!!!!!! Haha... The same usual old stuffs.... Everything ends at 12.30pm. After that went to staff room to look for Miss Wong then wait till like 1pm... zzz... Cab down to Sherlyn's house then to Lot 1 to meet the others... Watch "Alice In Wonderland 3D" The show was AWESOME! ahahah... Movie end, Sherlyn, Yuhmeei and Winnie MIA... nvm... Wen to MAC to slack with Reyna, her brother and cousin and brandon, marcus, zhiyang... Thereafter, went to arcade to play... DAYTONA! haha... The guys wanted to take neoprints but all of us no more money liao so nvm...

Went to Basement. Bought bubble tea... Tried new flavour, quite nice... but i still prefer my usual 1... haha LOL. Then slack outside MAC, a while the guys leave liao then Jane reach, accompany her go buy bubble tea then went back. A while Jane leave liao, then i leave also cause its already 7pm... So late le, haha... reached home at 7.30pm, used comp for a while then wne t to dinner then now back again... Blogging:) My comp sot sot already, sometimes got internet connection then sometimes don't have... Wa sian, tomorrow got modular workshop from 9 to 5pm... zzz.... Can't sleep later again...:(
bye.

Woke up at 6.44am today, then i was shocked cause supposed to reach Causeway Point at 7.30am, so chiong. Cab down to Causeway Point. A lot of things happened inside the cab... Told the uncle go Woodlands Interchange then he go Woodlands Checkpoint. Wasted my money... Reached at 7.46am. Natasha haven't reach yet, couldn't reach Jingxuan then was like wondering around... Finally found them then went to toilet for them to change into full uniform while I change into mufti... Bused to Woodgrove Sec School, reach at 8.45am, ya then saw Alvin, 4 of us scared of him sia.... Went for briefing...

At 9.30am sharp, NDP selection starts. Odd numbers 1 group, even numbers 1 group. Total got 3 rounds of selection. The training was okayokay la, not very tough... Haha... The 4 of us all get selected...^^ but i got a bit sad and a bit happy, don't know la, mixed feelings back again... Hais... Everything ended at around 12.30pm... Head to Causeway Point to change then went to BreadTalk to buy something to eat... Then Natasha me and Syamsiah took 963. home while Jingxuan took a bus that reach Malaysia Checkpoint de. Haha... I forgot the bus number le... SSTM!

Reached home no one at home then i very happy cause can use comp all i want but then the internet connection got problem... Fuck It, haha... Then i super pissed off, nvm... went to slack slack cause very tired! :S Sms Jane then fall asleep till like 7plus...? Then went to bathe... used comp but still cannot... Then slack in bed till 10pm, mum came home... At 11pm, watched ghost show called (RE-CYCLE). Damn scary la, the front part then the middle part is the woman in hell, not so scary le... The ending damn touching and nice lor.... My mum say she watch before liao... Slept at 1.30am...

TODAY

Woke up at 10plus - wash up - breakfast... Now here posting... I am feeling so bored...:( Plurk too(: me xiaoting and diane are spamming each others plurk. Hahah... I want watch movie... Anyone can go out? Wednesday got class gathering, going to watch Alice In Wonderland....
bye.

YOYOYO, carin is back! finally. sec 2's so stress. workload so much. i feel like giving up on my studies but i know i can't. Guess what? i got back my results today and i feel that i am so USELESS and HOPELESS. Yeah, i cried. To some of you, my results are good but to me, its like BULLSHIT. Maybe i got high expectation of myself? I wanted to get all A2 but in the end....? Hais... Post my results later. Hais. i told myself that mid-year must get all 70 and above if not i am really gonna give up on my studies. You see, no point continue studying when i get such HOPELESS results right? hais... sian... Next week is holidays le, I am so not going to spend my time playing and enjoying. I will use that time so concentrate on my studies and catch up whatever i am weak at.

A few days ago, something happened... hais... Not gonna talk about it. Some of you should know what happened. YOU totally destroyed my mood for that day till now. Forget it. I know i am USELESS and HOPELESS, can't even cope well with my studies yet i still want to bother this and that. WHATEVER. i am not gonna care about this thing anymore. You are no way to interfer into my life so stop whatever nonsense. I can only say, I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN.

Yesterday after swimming, went to eat with Sherlyn at playground. haha. and we ate melted chocolate. I eat until the whole mouth siol. so paiseh... haha... Holidays are meant for people to enjoy or should i say those in primary school and younger? you want to slack during holidays when you're in sec school? no way man, no even a single minute can be wasted. HAHA. i know i am being too exaggerate but its true right? :/ I won't change my mindset anymore.

I got A2 for science Miss Wong still not happy. Want me to get A1... whatever... i don't give a damn. i get 70 then happy liao... Nvm. Skip the studying and results part, later i cry again... I had been pondering for long... I kept asking myself "which is the real side of her? the good one or the bad one?" I got no mood to post any longer... Ohya, tomorrow i got NDP selection, needa go woodgrove sec school from 9am to 12.30pm. Can't sms, gonna miss you guys. haha... Of course i wanna get selected but i can't cope well with studies so get selected also no use, i can't study cause i will miss out every saturday. So tomorrow selection i well just anyhow do the drills, so i won't get selected. yipee(:
bye.

English - 61 (B4)
Chinese - 70 (A2)
Maths - 63 (B4)
Science - 74 (A2)
Geog - 55 (C6)
Hist - 56 (C5)
D nT - 78 (A1)
Art - 73 (A2)
I know my results suck alot.