just now went to bukit batok to take things from my aunt... alight at the wrong stop cause i fall asleep... hahas.. walked a long way cause dont want waste money to take back to the place... sweat a lot sia.. luckily only 2 stops away if not need to walk a very long distance.. also dont know why nowadays dreaded going to bukit batok.. maybe need to walk very long then can reach bus-stop that have 187 or is it because of... i seriously dont know.. keep a lot of things and worries to myself.. should i say out all?? she called me yesterday and asked me why i looked so sad nowadays.. should i tell her the truth?? maybe you all will think i crazy cause i cried because of her... what happen to me?? can i find back the cheerful carin that nth can beat it?? dont think so.. now, minor problems makes me thinks negatively... haiz... can anyone tell me what to do??.. now looking for a teacher to tell out all things.. will teacher scold her? she treated me like this yet i am still helping her.. haiz... this few days all i post unhappy things... told teacher that i want to go for........when school reopens... is it study stress or her??? thinking of telling her face to face but i dont know how to start.. can anyone tell me how?? sian... guess only 1 person knew what happen.. hope she dont tell people lors... later need to go popular to check the price of math tutor 1B then tomorrow tell mr ong.. helped miss vivien and mr ong sell finish the tickets le... tomorrow i got science remedial until 10am then do math and english homeworks until 1.30pm then probably going to bukit timah plaza to buy things... pity all the sec4s, need to go back for 2 weeks... but i think is worth it cause is for 'N' levels de ma.. hahas... jane, study hard arh... ending post le... this few days need to chiong my acelearn.. haha... got 2 projects for holidays... oh ya... haven start my journal... going to start soon.. okays.. end here le.. byebye!

here is the second quiz...
enjoy it...^^

1. Real name : carin lim jie xin
2. Nickname : ...secret
3. Star sign : aries
4. Male or Female : female
5. Primary school : bukit panjang primary school (Love it!^^)
6. Secondary school : Assumption English School
(Love it!^^)
7. JC/POLY :don’t know…maybe JC
8. Hair color : black
9. Hair Long or Short : long
10. Loud or Quiet : middle
11. Sweat or Jeans : jeans
12. Phone or Camera : phone
13. Health freak : don’t know
14. Drink or Smoke : soft drinks
15. Do you have crush on someone : nopes
16. Eat or Drink : drink
17. Piercings : ears..
18. Tattoo : nopes
Have You Ever ;
19. Been in an airplane : duh!
20. Been in a relationship : nopes..
21. Been in a car accident : nopes
22. Been in a first fight : sort of…

First ;
23. First piercing : primary 2 ba..
24. First best friend : Cheryl
25. First award : Pri 2 highest in math…^^
26. First crush : no one…><
27. First vacation : ???

Last ;
28. Last person you talked to : father…
29. Last person you texted to : Jane!!^^
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : yuhmeei, crissandra, yuhchyi, florence
31. Last food you eat : pepper chicken rice
32. Last movie you watch : sing to the dawn
33. Last song you listen : fall for you
34. Last thing you bought : addidas spray..
35. Last person you hugged : forget le

Favourites ;
36. Food : I dunno
37. Drink : ice lemon tea
38. Clothing : little miss tees
39. Book : don’t know
40. Song : fall for you
41. Flowers : don’t know
42. Colour : duh! blue
43. Movie : sing to the dawn
44. Phrase : don’t know
45. Subjects : duh! Math!!!

Have you ever done before ;
46. Kissed in the snow : Nnopes...
47. Celebrated Halloween : nopes..
48. Have your heart broken : yupps..bout friends..
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone : yupps…
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation : nopes…
51. Came out of the closest : nopes…
52. Gotten pregnant : nopes!
53. Had an abortion : nopes!
54. Done something you have regretted : think so ba…
55. Broke a promise : yupps…
56. Hid a secret : yupps…
57. Pretended to be happy : yupps…
58. Meet someone who have change your life : YUPPS!!!
59. Pretended to be sick : nopes…
60. Left the country? : yupps…
61. Tried something your normally would'nt try & liked it : think so ba…
62. Cried over the silliest thing : yupps…bout her…
63. Ran a mile : nopes…
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : yupps…
65. Stay single the whole year : nopes…
Currently ;
66. Eating : nth…
67. Drinking : water…
68. I'm about to ton : ???
69. Listening to : nth…
70. Plans for tomorrow : science remedial
71. Waiting for : tomorrow 1.30pm…

Your future ;
72. Want kids : yupps…
73. Want to get married : yupps…
74. Careers in mind : secret…

Which is better For Girls ;
75. Lips or eyes : don’t know…
76. Shorter or Taller : middle…
77. Romantic or Spontaneous : don’t know...
78. Nice stomach or nice arms : both…
79. Sensitive or loud : don’t know…
80. Hook-up or relationship : relationship??
81. Trouble-maker or Hesistant : hesistant…

Have you ever ;
82. Lost glasses/contacts lens : nopes…
83. Ran away from home : nopes…
84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense : nopes…
85. Killed somebody : nopes and never
86. Broken someone's heart : nopes…
87. Been arrested : nopes
88. Cried when someone died : duh!!

Do you believe in ;
89. Yourself : yupps…
90. Miracles : sometimes…
91. Love at first sight : don’t know
92. Heaven : don’t know
93. Santa Claus : sometimes…
94. Sex On The First Date : nopes…
95. Kiss on the first date : nopes…
96. Is there one person you want to be with you right now : yupps!
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : 90% ba…

This is the 98 & last question ;
Now tag 10 people to do this :
1 - Joanna
2 - Evelyn
3 - Jane
4 - Alicia
5 - Reyna
6 - Sandi
7 - PeiShi
8 - Zafirah
9 - Sherlyn
10 - Marcus

just a short post for today cause very sad and...... today nearly died worhs... hahas..^^ go sherlyn's house do project... then went causeway then lot one then home... reached home at around 7.30pm, message jane and tell her a lot of things... she gave me some advice though... considering one of the advice... monday going back to school for science remedial until 10am then waiting for jane at study area until 1.30pm lor... bringing math and english homeworks to do... now is quiz time le...

10 People To Do This Quiz :
1) Sandi
2) Alicia
3) PeiShi
4) Sherlyn
5) Marcus
6) Zafirah
7) Jane
8) Reyna
9) Evelyn
10)Joanna

1)Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Him…

2)Is 3 male or female?
Female…

3)If 7 & 10 get together will that be a good thing?
They don't know each other…><

4)What is number 1 studying about?
Don't know… But she very hardworking de worhs…

5)Is number 4 single?
yupps…

6)Say something about Number 2?
My cousin…

7)Describe Number 7?
Cute, kind, clever… good in teaching math… a good person to talk to…^^

8)What will you do if Number 6 and 9 fight?
They don’t know each other…

9)Do you like Number 8?
yes… As a friend…

ended.. second quiz tomorrow then post...

go to school as usual...>< recess time play badminton. something bad happened.. why must it be me??!! i just want to concentrate on my studies and excel but this 'thing' just happened to me but not others... WHY??!! i tried to ignore them and listen to what teacher is saying but i just can't.. they are just too close to me.. i want to strive and get good grades in my EOY but if this continues to happen, i might even neglect my studies and tried to resolve this problem.. who knows.. i might even dropped to NA if it really continues.. i just can't bear with it!! i really hate today.. but not just today.. it happened quite a lot of times but i always tried to ignore them as though they are transparent.. can anyone tell me what should i do?? today really sucks during school time.. can friends really be trusted? i am thinking after all this incident happened.. i tried to treat them as transparent but i really can't do it.. why must it be me???!!! when she is with her, she treated me as transparent but when she is not with her, she came close to me... why must reality always be so cruel?? i just don't get it.. i guessed only 2 person knew about this thing and i had mention a lot of times about this thing to 2 person.. drop this subject.. go to the happy matter.. my chinese result!!

Chinese paper 1 = 47/70
Chinese paper 2 = 51.5/70
total(100%) = 70/100
over target.. happy!

CCA!!!
today was quite fun..^^ sir no come^^.. only 10 cadets came.. pathetic siol... need to tell jingwen senior our marks then she write down and pass to mr lee.. after that need to design red cross tee.. happy!! but qianyi never come.. no one to talk to.. so boring.. lucky got joanna.. she keep come find me during red cross..^^ knee pain still do pt siol.. bear with it lor.. especially when running... today until 5.15pm only then cahtted with joanna, janille and val.. quite funny><.. then went to canteen to eat.. saw mr lee inside the stall quite curious though..^^ haha.. messaged jane straight away after red cross.. she never come school today.. so sad if not can talk to her about that thingy de.. she fever:( qianyi did not go too cause she headache:(.. both of them not in school not fun de.. damn boring lor.. no people to talk to with...jane lose her voice..>< told her she passed her disease to me le.. hahas^^

jane and qianyi, rest well and take care of yourself arhs...... hope you 2 can recover asap..^^

morning woke up.. ate waffles for breakfast...loved^^ then online.. chat with yuhmeei on msn until 2pm then byebye cause we meeting up at 2.30pm at sheng siong to chat the price for the math thingy.. fun at there.. then went to bpp.. saw people eating french fries then me and yuhmeei long time never eat then want to eat.. yuhmeei asked me go home take money cause i live nearer to bpp.. walked to my house.. go room took money then shun bian help sherlyn buy tracing paper.. then i bought fries then ate in popular.. walked around bpp.. go bata then me and yuhmeei say next year buy the same canvas shoes^^ childish right? never mind then walk to traffic light jiu go different ways.. reach home slack-ed^^ watch tv then sherlyn called me at around 6pm then talked on phone about art and tomorrow thingy..then 7pm hanged.. cause both of us going out^^ go coffee shop eat then play.. my cousins all so... dont wished to talk about them in case it spoiled my mood^^ continue.. i go exercise...^^ then reach home around 9pm.. go bathe then online chatted with evelyn^^.. messaged with jane^^.. just found out that 2 person betrayed me.. damn angry sia.. never asked my permission jiu go tell her that thingy.. dont want say liao..skip.. post on blog.. tomorrow going sherlyn's house.. looking forward to it.. cause playing badminton!!^^ go her house very fun de!! tomorrow then i post.. want to watch show le.. bye!

reach school in the morning.. chatted with zafirah.. then was math period.. mr ong scolded some boys.. o.o.. then he gave us 2 minutes to arrange our own groups.. then was art period.. me and sherlyn very scared and worried... teacher said highest is 77 then i told sherlyn i fail liao.. then teacher called out my name then sherlyn.. then recess time, me and sherlyn keep talking about art..^^ then english,, free period^^ teacher give us watch video.. kinda funny:) then geography.. do worksheets.. sian lors.. after that went to find mr ong then talk to him.. then chiong to lavendar road.. nearly MIA arhs.. so many unlucky things happen today.. then reach home online go see blog^^.. and yeah.. 2 person betrayed me.. results are below.. chinese will know on monday..^^

art = 72
actually 77 but never bring question paper^^
highest in class..
damn happy^^

[can get this mark, need to thanks someone..^^ Thank You!!! love you.. muacks^^
left 6 months.. enough to save the amount i want?? haiz.. should be can ba.. going to sacrifice my recess from monday onwards and save for her birthday^^]- same person
all my friends say i crazy but i think its worth it de^^
nothing to write le.. bye!

a) ppl who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
b) tag 8 ppl to do this quiz. those who are tagged cannot refuse.
c) continue this quiz by tagging 8 other ppl .

1) Joanna
2) Winnie
3) Sherlyn
4) Brandon
5) Zafirah
6) Reyna
7) Sandi
8) PeiShi

1. what have you been doing recently?
using computer..

2. have you ever turn off your phone?
of course..

3. what happened at 10am today?
playing badminton with sherlyn..

4. when did you last cry?
february..

5. believe in fate/destiny?
sometimes..

6. what do you want in your life right now?
don’t really know..

7. do you carry your umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
umbrella

8. what’s your favourite thing on the bed?
winnie the pooh..

9. what bottoms are you wearing right now?
pe shorts..

10. what’s the nicest thing in your inbox? ???
not sure..

11. do you tend to make your relationship complicated?
don’t know..

12. are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone? .
nope!! :)

13. what’s the latest movie that you’ve caught?
not sure..

14. what are you proud of?
my math results..^^

15. what does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
"I dunno how to explain leh."

16. what was the last song you sang out loud?
“ change the world ”

17. do you have any nicknames?
yupps..

18. what does the newest text say?
“ Ya. On the dot.”

19. what time did you go to bed last night?
11 plus..

20. are you currently happy?
yupps!!

21. who gives you the best advice?
the 3 of them..^^

22. do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nopes..

23. who did you talk on the phone last night?
sherlyn, yuhmeei, winnie

24. is something bugging you know?
yupps..

25. who was the last person to make you laugh?
Sherlyn^^

first period was math.. got back results^^ kind of dont believe i got that results.. today recess time play badminton with the pro, sherlyn^^ after that got home economics then waited outside the classroom for teacher to come.. finally the teacher came..^^ go in then listen to the teacher talk talk talk then she give out our he mye paper.. damn scared i fail cause i not very good at that subject.. but shocked when saw it.. also dont believe..^^ geography that time got free period so chitchat with friends.. after that english period.. nothing to talk about.. skip..
after school went to the math briefing.. from 2.15pm till 2.45pm.. after that went to railway mall de subway with sherlyn.. at the next bus-stop saw marcus then asked him to join ask lor.. reach subway then buy food then eat... a while robert zhixian and christian also come.. finish eating go cold storage with sherlyn and marcus.. around 4pm then leave there.. took 184 back to school then they alight but i didnt cause going bpp..^^ meet my mother, aunt brotherat then then go royal sporting house buy one more badminton racket.. cost $79.90.. then went home slack for a while then online post.. later at 7pm going to discuss math with sherlyn an marcus^^.. tomorrow getting back art results then monday getting back chinese.. :( scared i fail arhs.. ^^

math paper 1 = 46/50^^
math paper 2 = 48/50
math total = 94/100 ^^
damn happy.. ^^

home econs practical = 37.5/50
home econs theory = 36.5/50
home econs total = 74/100
quite happy le..^^

going to save money from today onwards for her birthday presentsss... ^^ bye!^^

today got 3 free periods^^.. Chinese , music and pse... good lor.. but cannot know chinese results.. damn scared i fail cause quite difficult.. got back english, geography and science.. did badly for my english.. later will be writing down my results ^^ after school go play badminton till 5.30pm.. playing that time fell and hurt my knee and chin.. hope no scar after recover..^^ so pain sia.. actually play until 4.30pm then want go home le but sherlyn choir ended so we play with her till 5.30pm.. play with sherlyn better than yuhmeei lor.. play with sherlyn can continuous but play with yuhmeei a while then drop le.. haha.. yuhmeei, no offence arh...^^ bathing that time i keep shouting cause cause very very pain.. :( hope my knee faster recover so monday de badminton tourament can play well.. i playing double girls de.. team with joanna..^^ playing with sherlyn is damn good cause she pro then play with her can shun bian train myself to be better^^ 5.30pm went home with yuhmeei...^^ reached home go clean my wound then shout like crazy.. now not pain le^^ happy.. but dont know tomorrow can play well not.. only training with sherlyn.. 5 people become 2 people.. so pathetic sia..^^ tomorrow maybe get back math and home economics.. hope can score well for math cause is my strongest subject..^^

english paper 1 = 29/50
english paper 2 = 22/50
total 51/100
nearly fail my english^^

geography = 62/100
got improve a little bit..^^

science = 56/100
drop a lot lor.. sad sad :(

nothing to post le.. if tomorrow get math and home economics then i will post my results..^^ hope you all score well too^^ bye!

today brothers all got school.. only i no school^^... woke up early in the morning around 8am then go wash up eat breakfast then on computer until now..^^ nobody at home.. so can play all i want.. so good.. long time never use computer for more than 3hours lerrhx.. today cant go out cause need to be guai kia ^^.. so i use computer lor.. cca going to resume soon.. me and joanna so happy lor :).. but a lot of people not happy.. i also dont know why.. cca is good ma..why they not happy??:(
today she go check her wrist.. hope can recover soon^^.. nothing to post le.. tomorrow then post ba.. bye!

woke up at 8.30am, then go wash up eat breakfast then use computer till 10am then go bathe and prepare cause going sherlyn's house play badminton... should reach there at 11am but i reached 15mins later.. not my fault lor.. the bus driver drive so slow, like snail like that.. reached already saw sherlyn and yuhmeei playing.. a while winnie, joanna and janille reached too.. me and joanna started traning for our inter-class competition.. winnie and janille playing with each other.. me and joanna de 'opponent' is sherlyn and yuhmeei.. training half way then drizzling, we all dont care all continue playing.. after that got strong wind then we decided to end.. the rain getting bigger and bigger.. need to cross roads then can reach sherlyn's house.. but only got 2 umbrellas.. me and sherlyn share, joanna and janille share.. reached sherlyn 's house then she cooked noodles for all of us.. so kind^^ at around 3pm, went to lot 1 arcade with joanna, janille, yuhmeei and winnie.. after that joanna and janille went home.. around 6.30pm yuhmeei also went then me and winnie walk to mac then saw jane and her friends...dont know counted lucky or unlucky^^ then my 'twin sister' come lot one find me then we went home together.. reach home then found out i fever le.. 38.1 degrees.. haiz.. hope your right wrist recover soon!^^

just created a blog and the first post is about mye..well, some papers were difficult while some papers were quite easy..so relaxing after mye but very worried and scared of the results..
teachers, when can we know our results?! hope everyone taking mye can pass with flying colours..... at home very boring.. who can go out?? ask me go too.. ^^ btw, today is my p5 chinese teacher birthday.. happy birthday!!^^ after he, yuhmeei zafirah and winnie came to my house cause i forgot to bring grades give teacher so need go home take.. after that go home change then meet them at bp interchange cause we going lot 1.. reached there, they go take neoprints then play ddr... around 2pm zafirah went home.. then the 3 of us continue playing.. playing half way received call from jane say she want come arcade find me..L O L ^^ play play play then 6pm went home.. talk on phone with yuhmeei..^^ after that post.. going to end my post soon.. rest well and take care of your wrist..^^ bye..