yo guys... miss my post? hahah.. jkjk... went out to celebrate with my 2 qin ai de and we have lots of fun sia ! :) but than poor april got to be my listening ear... sorry ar... went home at around 9.30pm than watch incredible tales... quite scary but than sherlyn never watch cause she talking to shannon on phone mahh... than fall asleep... morning woke up late so reach school at around 7.50am which was late by 10 min... hahah... told yuhmeei ,zafirah and sherlyn about the jealous thingy... please dont tell anyone... thnks :)
i seriously dont understand why she want to snatch from me and somemore they are of different cca derhh.... i told sherlyn that i cried because of them than she told me that it is not worth it derhh... i also did quite alot of things just to stop thinking of her but i cant... can she just return her back to me and stop being like so close to her just out to make me jealous... isn't she siao just to be close with her and make me jealous??? dont understand sia... last time my primary school teacher told me that secondary school will be better[for friends] than i go believe but than now so many things happen and it is worst than primary school kay... last time when she had no friends, i treat her so well than now is she good to me? NO! she treat me back like this and make me sad!!!! i seriousy just want to be good and interact more with my seniors but why cant... why must she be so cruel ??? can anyone tell me ? last time is sherlyn and yuhmeei gave me cold shoulder than now is HER ! , my most trust person in assumption... you know... hate it when i know the truth that she is giving me cold shoulder just because the few messages she sent her... why cant she believe me instead of her??? did i do anything wrong to her? and she treat her better than me ! i have no sister as most of you know... so i treated her as my elder sister and she did this to me....... somemore, me and sherlyn treat seniors well but in the end? people started calling us seniors freak and whatever craps, whatever shit... hope you know who you are and please stop calling us seniors freak... thnks..
and seriously i want that person know who he/she is, just i beg you return her to me... if not, dont act as if you are very close to her than pretend to be good to me in front of her !
bye humans... look out for my next post... hope it is something good :)
thnks to april, alicia, sherlyn, yuhmeei and zafirah for cheering me up when you all knew what happen....... hope you all can keep your mouth ZIPPED !!!

my timings for this few weeks are quite tight...

27/07 - 1st month
28/07 - MATH REMEDIAL
29/07 - red cross
30/07 - sell donation tickets
31/07 - sell donation tickets

01/08 - concentrate on studies
02/08 - MATH REMEDIAL
03/08 - red cross
04/08 - concentrate on studies
05/08 - concentrate on studies

other weeks are all the same :(
but red cross's the best :)

currently at winnie's house again.. hahah... LOL winnie go tell her things than say i petty.. but than she told winnie that i not that petty^^ lucky she not angry.. [: later going to sell boys' town donation tickets with reyna and winnie at somewhere near reyna's house... heheh.. i got 2 booklets , reyna's got 2 and half booklets and winnie got 4 boooklets... pathetic.. mr ong warned us that die die monday also mmust give him if not we must go home take... now i posting than winnie is sleeping hahah... [she's just beside me] LOL... always sleep... later after selling the tickets than i will be heading down to sin tua to meet my QinAiDe[April] hahah... nowadays never sms her liao:( sadsadsad... bought my dinnner to winnie's house to eat ^^ just now on the way to winnie's house, saw car accident... winnie said she saw the whole accident, what happen etc... if i was there... hahah... i'm so damn freaking bored at home sp decided to ask winnie can go her house mahh lorh.. later the three of us probably going yuhmeei's house nearby to sell tickets but not confirm yet... going to end.. bye humans.. winnie is still sleeping><

today , first period is math than have this relief teacher. i asked her if she know jane than she said 'yes'. Okay , nvm. than the dumbo winnie go tell her that i am crazy over Jane. Siao right? Nvm...after that wass english , go through test paper... blahblahblah... than recess ,the boys were yucky... go mix all knids of food and drinks together than eat... disgusting man..
than went back to class was the sucky chinese period. was there talking , suddenly zafirah call me out , say jane outside. i dashed ouit immediately sia. hahah !^^ miss her mahh.. than she told me lots of thing than say her math teacher confront her , all winine's fault luhhs ! No offences... Everything we talked was overheard by zafirah. Secrets !! hahah..
After chinese was EvSc...was down there slacking the whole period[no teacher]... than art , saw Qianyi and Jane again. Yeah ,it was again ! hahah... so happy sia... i know okay , i'm abit nuts,,, Also not my fault , who ask her to be so lovable... heheheh...
It was science... Miss Vivien told us that there were 16 failures for th science test... i was like OHMYTIAN!!! i am one of them , i think , high possibility cause i never study =p After school sms Jane. It was her again ! hahah... She going to repair her phone... LOL ! i sent her one message than she replied : " Normal ma." couldn't believe ! hahah... bye humans , look out for the next post ! :)
Things are just unpredictable ,
Cherish the people around you .
Hearts are broken :(
Oh yeah , 4 more months to Jane's birthday !! :)
going to buy her birthday presentsss... heheh.. bb !

-food- COOKIE! :)

-number(s)- 3 and 22

-animal: Hamters !!!

-drink: bubble tea

-month: March , April and November, ;)

-cartoon character: winnie the pooh and mickey mouse

HAVE YOU EVER:

~been closed to dying- Yes .

~loved someone so much it made you cry: yupp

~broken a bone: yupp

~played truth or dare: yupp

~ran away: No

~cried over someone's death: duh !

~used someone: emm... can i dont tell ?...

WHAT IS:

-your good luck charm: idk...

-next to you: printer

-your pet: i dont have

DO YOU:

~believe in love at first sight: yupp

~believe in LDR(long distance relationships): no... idk..

~wear contacts or glasses: yupp

WHO:

-was the last person to call you: winnie

-makes you smile most: april , jane , jordan , nicole and winnie

-gets on your nerves: KAVITA [sec1/6]

-knows you the best: . jiaxin, crissandra and april

YESTERDAY DID YOU:

~talk to someone you like: Nope

~buy something: yupp

~miss someone: duh !

LAST PERSON WHO:

-slept on your bed: me.

-saw or heard you cry: yuhmeei .

-went to the movies with: crissandra.

-told you they love you: HIM ! :)

A: April

B: Brandon

C: Catalan Joanna

D: Darin

E: Evelyn

F: Felicia

G: Gerlyn

H: Hsu Wen

I: Isabel

J: Jane

K: Kai Ru

L: Lim Jia Xin

M: Marcus

N: Nicole

O: Ong(Mr)

P: Pei Shi

Q: Quarinah

R: Rachel

S: Sandi

T: Tessa

U: -

V: Victoria

W: Wei Ching

X: Xin Yi

Y: Yuan Sheng

Z: Ze Yi

1. Can R and S be together in BGR?[Rachel & Sandi]

no , they are not lesbian...

2. How is L related to you?[Lim Jia Xin]

my twinnieh..^^

3. Does Y know Z?[Yuan Sheng & Ze Yi]

they neve seen each other before.

4. If C betrays you, will you kill her?[Catalan Joanna]

no , no matter what...><

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do?[Kai Ru]

she wont , she's my friend.

6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you, what will you do?[Brandon]

it's impossible , he likes REYNA.

7. Will/did you and M get into a fight?[Marcus]

no.

8. Who does K have a crush on?[Kai Ru]

idk.

9. If L calls you a bitch, what will you do?[Lim Jia Xin]

she will never say it. loves her^^

10. What's the relationship between you and E?[Evelyn]

Friends.

11. Who does Z like?[Ze Yi]

idk...

12. Who is I's best friend?[Isabel]

Yuhmeei.

13. What colour does Y like?[Yuan Sheng]

Black and Blue^^

14. Where does F live?[Felicia]

not very sure..think is mayspring condo.

15. Did you and C have a fight before?[Catalan Joanna]

no.

16. Who is H's best friend?[Hsu Wen]

Cheryl

17. What can you say about J?[Jane]

She is my best senior !>< ^^

18. If J tells you he/she has a crush on you?[Jane]

she is not a lesbian , i also not. so its impossible ... ><

19. Tag 10 people to do this quiz:

Winnie
Jane
April
Reyna
Sherlyn
Evelyn
Marcus
Alphonsine
Alicia
Brandon

today Mr ong never come , mrs lee ham also never come... so total 6 free periods ! hahah... if continue like that jiu hao... lol...than during art , winnie and sherlyn said they saw qianyi walking out... then i never saw lorh , somemore is walking past me ! qi si wo le !!! lol...

yo yo.... can say that i am back to negative again cause of this and that keep happening... but...Nth... woke up at 9.30am today than Winnie called.... than called her back... talked random stuffs... haiish....want to post pictures but no successfully done... so later going Winnie's house to ask her for help..... she say she got party later :DD lols... so meeting her at 5.30pm, bukit gombak station... after that will be heading down to sin tua... :DD Alicia so cruel... abandon me and april... jk:)) than april told me i got heart, never abandon her,,, than i reply her : no heart jiu die liao... than she lost of words... hahahas.... 20 more days and it will going to be a FUN, COOL, HAPPY and MEMORABLE day !!! missed him Sia... actually my 5H gathering is on one but due to somethings happen so cancelled... sad Sia... if not jiu can see him liao... misses... haiish... later after 7pm jiu is a good period of time liao... hahas...
p/s : can all this things end quickly? haiish... really cannot tahan those type of feeling that felt being.... dont feel like saying... but at least can ask permission before doing it right? seriously dont understand what they are thinking... ... got adviced to go for councilling,,, but i dont think it can cure lorh... haiish... can they really forget what they done and just live their lifes to the fullest??
sms them and told what happen... than that they only reply i got... " sec 1 sure have conflicts de... next year jiu okay liao..." but that is not i wanted... haiish... bb

yeah... gonna post my dead blog.... my terrible life are coming back again ! hate it Sia... a lot of things happen nowadays , thats why i didn't post ><
6th july
got class outing... went to sherlyn's house in the morning for evsc project then headed to westmall to meet winnie...reach there than waited for the rest to come... than play arcade... the boys ate sakae sushi while the girls ate kfc... pathetic... than went back to arcade... brandon played ddr with winnie, yuhmeei and joanna... than i saw my qin ai de APRIL!!! LOLS><
7th july
go school for normal lesson nia lorrh.... after that went to sherlyn's house do project... 8th july and 9th july also the same...
Today
today was a bit ''special''... went school as per normal but i was emo-ing th whole day... then went to sherlyn's house to do math project again.. yea its again... LOLS... than i finally finished the business proposal that is my job to finish it.. went home than called sherlyn, than winnie... we talked about random stuffs... than told her that i bathe first than call her back but in the end she fall asleep than never answer my call... after that just went online and post lor....
my main purpose to pose this is because that i dont trust boys now except for him... think people know who... especially winnie lorh... guys breaks my heart again and again i dont dont really trust guys and some of the girls now... end le... bb !
thats all for today ! byees...