go to school as usual...>< recess time play badminton. something bad happened.. why must it be me??!! i just want to concentrate on my studies and excel but this 'thing' just happened to me but not others... WHY??!! i tried to ignore them and listen to what teacher is saying but i just can't.. they are just too close to me.. i want to strive and get good grades in my EOY but if this continues to happen, i might even neglect my studies and tried to resolve this problem.. who knows.. i might even dropped to NA if it really continues.. i just can't bear with it!! i really hate today.. but not just today.. it happened quite a lot of times but i always tried to ignore them as though they are transparent.. can anyone tell me what should i do?? today really sucks during school time.. can friends really be trusted? i am thinking after all this incident happened.. i tried to treat them as transparent but i really can't do it.. why must it be me???!!! when she is with her, she treated me as transparent but when she is not with her, she came close to me... why must reality always be so cruel?? i just don't get it.. i guessed only 2 person knew about this thing and i had mention a lot of times about this thing to 2 person.. drop this subject.. go to the happy matter.. my chinese result!!

Chinese paper 1 = 47/70
Chinese paper 2 = 51.5/70
total(100%) = 70/100
over target.. happy!

CCA!!!
today was quite fun..^^ sir no come^^.. only 10 cadets came.. pathetic siol... need to tell jingwen senior our marks then she write down and pass to mr lee.. after that need to design red cross tee.. happy!! but qianyi never come.. no one to talk to.. so boring.. lucky got joanna.. she keep come find me during red cross..^^ knee pain still do pt siol.. bear with it lor.. especially when running... today until 5.15pm only then cahtted with joanna, janille and val.. quite funny><.. then went to canteen to eat.. saw mr lee inside the stall quite curious though..^^ haha.. messaged jane straight away after red cross.. she never come school today.. so sad if not can talk to her about that thingy de.. she fever:( qianyi did not go too cause she headache:(.. both of them not in school not fun de.. damn boring lor.. no people to talk to with...jane lose her voice..>< told her she passed her disease to me le.. hahas^^

jane and qianyi, rest well and take care of yourself arhs...... hope you 2 can recover asap..^^